Narrate person: Li
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In that day, lead has said position new colleague for me, let me help him to know the operation of company under one platform. It is come to that when I arrive opposite office, a person gets up and has gone to meet , eye is dark and deep, he stretches right hand , ridicules road: " you are good, are you Li Mo? I call Liu Yang. This can get trouble you. " I have the palpitation of a moment, the well a person that warms up to moisten as jade!
Company's operating platform is easy , he has known
" warm up to moisten , is modest and. " whenever friend asks me select Ou standard, I always so reply. Liu Yang is first as I meet , is also a so far only person that lets me have so beautiful feeling.
With a company, office is relative, meeting always the opportunity of geting along , whenever see him, whenever he smiles for me, my total picture has stolen and eaten the little girl of apple, heartbeat does not accelerate voluntarily. Worry about always that by others and quilt, he finds out that clue and mood are more tense, heartbeat recovers disaster is steady.
Liu Yang passes many places , once he has seen his electronic photo album to me, in which, the photograph of one in Tibet makes my impression deep: He dress white T Xu, put on cowboy hat , open open two arms, under his foot, a pitch road winding pass through open the plateau of full splendid wild flower meadow, access to to envelop under magnificent golden light Ai Ai snow-covered mountain.
That even in one minute I feel me Chu
We often chat through QQ, it is discursive. His
Our picture land
At first time is happy very quickly, perhaps because is simple, perhaps because of feelings initial. We often have meal together , have tea together, avoid colleague gaze at , Liu Yang waits for me always in the little lane of unit next door, as if underground party contacts , is general. Whenever I see the figure of a that angle wait of streets and alleys, accelerate step to go to him to go in, heart full Chuai happy feeling.
One QQ chats , he sends one picture: " is
I book thinks is chatting just, after did not think of some minutes, he carries a big bag wonderful ice unexpectedly to appear , yell loudly in our office to say: " today straight heat, ask all to eat wonderful ice. "
Instantly, I am alarmed and happy. It is again glad that colleagues have heard nature again do not forget to tease , one after another play Xue: " Liu Yang today how to be so kind , early, how to have no discovery. "
When the uproar of everybody his side in noisy sound socializes side distribution wonderful ice, when going to here, he gives a sweet can ice cream, our understanding a smile has no person to sink to discover the unreliable machine between our eyebrow eye.
Also have once we go to watch film, avoid arousing suspicion , my two goes specially in front and in rear enter to show hall. Because of late admission , hall already light-off , he has led along my hand for the first time.
He says , my myopia, fear that I
Rightful we become intoxicated in this is rarely
The hand led along parts quickly, one of originally our colleague also in this cinema. In luckily dark that colleague has not recognized him, still ask whom I am with the beautiful elder brother who watches film together with me, our heart is stabilized at last, and this little episode has become on the contrary, is interesting to aftertaste.
We is all right
Remember Liu Yang ask me to have meal for the first time is in a not large restaurant, vegetable is very lush, point is that I like , may I eat do not know taste in, my eye has only the smile of Liu Yang that magnified face.
Meet with in week to bustle very much, may time I have paused seemingly
Liu Yang holds chin , has pointed laughablely
I am attentively fierce to eat , suddenly, present have dodged two takes off , raise head to have a look, original is Liu Yang does not know when have taken mobile phone as I racket has risen to shine.
Embarrassment eat appearance quilt person takes pictures to preserve is not honorable matter really, I life land yell to say: " you why? " he smile narrows land say: " I feel that it is lovely that you eat appearance of thing. "
Net on second day, he passes a photograph
We such ambiguity , it is dim, if if is away from, it is clear to never choose. We have too many worry and hesitation, as if tortoise hides normally in thick shell, as soon as having sign of disturbance, have shrunk to return. The time of one year has so passed hurriedly.
Suddenly, one day, I have wearied , is this kind of
In that day, I guard telephone waiting for etc. , am from morning until noon , am from noon until evening , am from evening until late at night, my heart is a little to change to cool. I determine at last surely , give up this feelings.
Hereafter, I no longer smile warmly to him, it is
It is frustrated
Very for a long time in the following one day,
He sits in window side, we separate 4 relative glass
He has mentioned my mobile phone: " you change
I have a moment is dimly, it is remembered still that I have
When he want speech in again stop, we have taken going to dawn. I say: " I will go home. " he wants to say what, eventually still stop in mouth. Shop hall outside, dim light of night is deep, pedestrian Ji Liao, turn round instant, in I have seen his eye is disappointed and regret.
After near, we again meet in the local narrow road besides unit. Coffee house , he rushes in a girl goes to come in. Again 4 relative eyes, but this time, doing not have stare, fear does not be moved.
He has not greeted with me , pulls his
For this feelings that has not begun , have
Reporter hand
Have seen a article
Say in writing, this times, feelings arises 3th kind, than friendship deepen is shallower than love, swim to go in the edge of both, this is ambiguous. Book should be that clear love has become a dark war, who touches first who coils fully to lose all, is who is simple and complex?
Ambiguity is to be able to shirk the game of responsibility, it need not be taken the responsibility for that having no promise; Ambiguity is the game of brave person, fearless talent can advance or retreat in contest freely.
If you no iron the stone heart cast , so you do not take ambiguity to pawn love; Perhaps, ambiguity is sugar, leting you sweet go to distress. If you are not enough strong, if you can not grasp feelings with skill and ease, had better not touch ambiguous feelings.
Climax the 4 rear
Why the woman of bubble
Is which kind
The slow state
4 is married the sexual
8 years the most
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