After parting , man does not want numb own feelings

These days often warn self , do not let own feelings degenerate , as if one year former so, it is very fearful! I am afraid of self meeting is apathetic for feelings, is also afraid of such meeting the soul of own also degenerates! What matter is really done not want extremely! This reason will be understood , many persons say that what matter can not be gotten into a dead end , feelings is also the same, love is not all persons business justice place, kiss feelings friendship love friend colleague career working etc. . .. I think of now is time has put feelings to one side , etc. belong to my feelings one day really to arrive when in front of I time, treasure again well! These are the person of a reason should do? Have just seen constellation, say feelings to be injured to recover most rapid is day Xie seat, lean , I am day Xie seat, I think of the day when I should treat fairly me Xie! He He.

What is afraid of is that somebody can't do these , can often do extreme matter, live well to give to upset, what also do do not go down , so really, it is very fearful, I have seen a lot such dose son, have many persons because feelings is disappointed , have gone to extremity, have lost self soul, the matter of feelings cannot be imposed , will obey its nature, not is you impose have not also used , is you run do not take off. There is what may you be sad? Moreover the matter of feelings is of each other, if two persons appearance love will not part. However my real love , that together a valuable gift that this time gives me as Heaven , some matter has been doomed to part , we are impossible and then impose , love is the happy enjoyment together with two persons , will become a kind of suffering if having a person who does not want , as I love she, that let she why happiness why do , only her happiness, still have is what to beg?I do not think painstakingly cover up self do not matter , do I claim , have not sad wound? It is sad! Do you do not be easy? It is sorry! Are you depressed and not gloomy? Gloom very! But I am man, man should - - is disappointed in a love affair can not lose manner. I may lose this woman, can not but lose because of this woman absolutely is for the judgment of future life , can not lose because of this feelings absolutely is for the expectation of love and yearn for , absolute can not because of this woman " do not select " for self beauty comes a overall negation. To be worth for man to go constantly , it is two that the woman of duel has only , one is that own mother meets foreign life threat, another is the deep-rooted old old woman or female friend that imprints on the mind to love self encounters the provocation of another man. As she not is deep-rooted to imprint on the mind to love your old old woman, so, having divided have divided! Have calculated!Man is disappointed in a love affair , had been defeated together with self-respect. I do not want to be such man , and do not want the pity of others absolutely. Man should be haughtiness. Man that is disappointed in a love affair has no tear as before. Pass years the lake of gathering , failure love feelings like the coral polyp that dies , at one one, concentrate coral reef , is gradually weak injure painful flavour. After being disappointed in a love affair , regenerate man is strong quantity. Person has said that is disappointed in a love affair , for excellent woman, what lose is weak. And what lose perhaps for man is that it is then for tomorrow infinite dash to be young and tender , and recover Cuo recover brave willpower. It will be ripened really just that many persons have said that I have only married , I feel that have gone through a little maturation of wound painful, my meeting to get up! I may write these today, believe that I have ripened a lot, I know me should receive why do, do some what, that is dependable make to know toward each matter on goal.

Above is my feelings, hope the