The Spring Festival justFrequently long-term go on a businessHe: " I may do any matter for you, however I hope you canShe: " calculate , we doHe: " I do not want to obey its nature, I love you so I am willing to pay out for you, so I am willing to give up for you somewhat is for the very important thing me before; Actually you think that love a person need not really pay out " " as if former you are willing to pay out everything for me, I now also may, but the current time that you have changed seemingly and do not be two years can let a feelings become tired out actually and is wearied about , I can not. "She: " you feel what you have given up? Have you changed what? " He. Do not go to the time of two years in, former half you quarrel for your so called brother with me, back half you quarrel for your work with me. You have not resembled you always say so put me in former head. I am a little tired out. In " think of past one year, in time that I am most difficult to pass you not when, at time that festival all reunite , I have only a person. Say that is true, I have been accustomed to , have no for your time. Certainly, I know that you feel at heart that guilty conscience is for me. But what I want is not your guilty conscience. And you have seemingly not wanted to change this kind of situation. "He: " .
He has not thought that she thinks so unexpectedly that though he knows long ago that her heart has become tired out, however words real since after her mouth says , his heart feels the fear of a burst Mo Ming still pain . . . . ..This two years come , he feeling has paid out for her a lot have also given up a lot, may he wants to have not paid out what for her seemingly really again later carefully have also not given up what . . . . . for her.When university does not still graduate , he advocates single doctrine, he dream error unrestrained carefree comfortable time, pass a minute that gain to spend time of a minute , error only self is happy to do time of indifferent what, even is to pick garbage; He likes clock leaps people is those and free and easy and do not take the responsibility , he wants to go to whole China , works in each big different city , enjoys the . . . . . of local conditions and customs of every place.However graduate after, never leave provincial capital she departure others has given up everything to go to outside province resolutely have gone to him, she is the first love of his high school , is also the woman of his only lifetime, his heart as if calm lake water had been put in a megalith, have evoked spray, however just beginning he insist self still, always insist own former opinion , would not give up any thing for others, however he can not disregard self really always since the woman of own deep love, he can not also accomplish the man that does not take the responsibility , he has liked her . . . . . firmly again.His working nature need to be often gone on a business trip , he knows this is countless lover feelings collapse Dao fiery rope. However just graduation he for self future is for their two beautiful future is unceasing with great efforts , struggle, it can develop the company of opportunity and learning space greatly to him if he has selected to stay in this one, he thinks that they can go really in the future to a precondition to be self, must want to have reliable capital, to have ability to support her , otherwise, everything is empty talk; So, he becomes silent and taciturn, he has nearly become the most busy person of company. In his eye only she is work, he works continually , has even forgotten to kiss feelings and friendship.Ear side has no sweet language to let him feel gradually, is lonely, it is drunk that he often seeks opportunity to let self drink , however he at heart throughout quietly concern most love she, however, he also understands that now, it is far that she is being away from him gradually, he can feel that these are slight to change , he wants to change all these very much. So every time one goes on a business trip to return to home , he always undertakes the whole thing all household duties as far as possible , wants to let her eat well some , lets her have a happy time , at the same time, he also becomes to hear the words of her very much, she says that as soon as he seldom says 2, he is always containing her, however, she is not cold not hot expression always let him at heart cool still with a coherent temper that has no reason Sou Sou, though, he also knows that this is the nature of woman, however along with her nitpick attitude and arrogant tone, he does not know whether self is excessively tolerant, he when doubt she whether consideration passes his feelings, he hopes very much that she can change all these for him, he hopes that his future wife is not now, he also needs , is gentle , consideration and concern, he wants to say what for her very much, become bad words he is export always for words to have not said have been touched all over the face ash, he has no language, she does not know to have no language have become him very the expression of life( former he life always yells loudly disregarding the feelings of opposite side to even break thing).He feels always that feelings need to be not only managed , and is to need to defend diligently , " feelings as if a fragile sapling, it need to be careful to protect and foster , if is the cultivation of single square enthusiasm, will inevitably cause its stuntedness to be even withered. It is the soil of feelings growth to think for solicitude, it is the rain and dew of feelings growth to care about greetings. Lack this both, feelings will not be grown up! "Perhaps, she has long wanted to leave him, but she also does not have the heart to hurt him again, he knows that is these, but he packs selfishly to do , do not know everything, he wants to save this feelings . . . . . again.These he does not blame her , also he also blames not she, because these are not her mistakes , it is incompetent that he blames self only, actually he also when strive for change constantly for now this kind of working state, he asks to arrange him to go on a business trip less as far as possible to lead, however do not behave if taking the money of household the matter of domestic needs, household also has no necessity to raise the person for that self has no too big advantage . . . . ..All these have gone to the time that need to change urgently , he either changes present working state or changes present life state; He has said that may give up everything for her, there are always the place that settles in big world, may when whole world she has only one; He has also sent poison oath for her, he will give up the own bad smell of the body for her illness, take out time to accompany her and concern she, after guaranteeing , also do not bully her again , consider afterwards for her, everything puts she first , otherwise he goes out , have been turned to bump against , take aircraft accident fall to die self, , , he says that he can give up everything for her, may in fact he has given up what for her , can you again give up what for her? Kinsfolk? Friend? Restrain or career? Have no , what has no , is often at the time with these conflicts , he can not make choice.Have however gone to really the time that needs he can select him surely most love she, is natural, not is for those poisonous oathes, and is because love her sincerely, even one day she goes still from him . . . . ..He has not turned and had no room , has not deposited , does not understand romance , does not understand sweet words, this is some matter that he can now do only, as if after his two the 80 that had seen must a sentence of 60 sentence words insides that can say: Have no money , have no right, count never well for you, can you want me?<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
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