Common saying says: In disaster arrives autumn is easy to be year, this does not value sun to pass. Real is day month such as shuttle, time similar arrow. Want to have already stood independently by oneself in surface with 10 some years have not celebrated the New Year home , in 10 few years.
Last night, call with grandmother. Grandmother passes the birthday of 60 years old very quickly. Want to celebrate the birthday back with her , and is unrealistic. Road is so distant, and daughter will also study at school. Do not return , seem to be again unreasonable. It is tired really.
I say that she still has two months to pass the matter of birthday. She says that is rarely me to always remember her birthday. Seem her also have no celebrate the birthday plan, do not know what plan her other children are. I have not also asked. Anyway, there is still two months. Arrive moreover.
" you this year celebrates
" do not know that have not still thought oh " I say.
" return to celebrate the New Year ,
" is good, I and your son consult. " I say. Yes, for 11 years, have not celebrated the New Year at home. Though this some years I because of the reason of having not worked , bring daughter every year to go home , but total not celebrate the New Year. Holiday that Chinese values , the Spring Festival, in all think of 1000 far away assemble to reunite together. Stint no effort money , do not be afraid of tiredness , do not fear to crowd , do not be afraid of traffic accident. Think only that" reunite ". Old man even more thinks in at the side - - reunion that children can assemble.
However mother , we also want
We when outside mix is not good , go home also can not view go home , it is not comfortable at heart. Piece together some that money for a year , celebrating the New Year to return time home have sunk. Though, say that money is external things, may after all we will live still, error life has left money do not be all right. , many persons are to reunite home, may result is permanent leave. "traffic accident", this dazzling two words are startling. Think of last year a fellow villager , celebrate the New Year home because of rushing , as a result, speed is too rapid , sharp turn, the person on vehicle whole askew have gone to one side, vehicle windowpane breakage is tied into the head of fellow villager, fellow villager on the spot desperately. If a pitiful colored similar month has no improper girl yet, has so gone. Think that is fearful. Though say that celebrate the New Year all are together happy, but amount is happy? Can only stay at home sometimes for two days will go , more is is away from worry.
I do not know us after all is what reason does not want to celebrate the New Year home. Perhaps, various reasons have. We do not want to pool at heart, is lively as this one reunites. We would rather ask for leave normally to return. Is not is we are too cold and ruthless.
It is celebrated the New Year home that sometimes, rail cars in port stands to send person. See that station huge crowds of people are the same, I fear that I do not want to celebrate the New Year home. I would rather when this is lonely to celebrate the New Year. Have also gotten married moreover, now, it is so lonely to seem to have had no. But thinking of old old man, it is to celebrate the New Year home to accompany them.
Old is public to have returned , I have
" want not you pass birthday home with mother, I can not go , daughter studies at school , can not take mistake. Mother does do not celebrate the birthday , they consult that you see pa mother home, so, they are at heart comfortable and some. " I say. It is always public to not make a sound. I clear old public most fear to take vehicle, also fear to go home , and I find that it is the same that he cannot depart from his work. But action is son will let still to do the heart of son.
" say that is also that you pass birthday specially home to mother. " I say. Person is hard to say sometimes very much to settle own feelings. Brother sisters are perhaps big, not together , perhaps, what seems always, is more the same than having lost what in childhood. Have got distance , have got insulation between person and person, seem not is very Shu Xin.
" arrive moreover , are you still early? It has
" yes, however you not when also may " I want
Do not know
In this year,
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