Lanzhou pulls surface

Lanzhou

" mother, you see , Lanzhou pulls surface " daughter grabs the big bubble sugar eaten in mouth on hand, La--Chang is long, then, when is present, it is about , rocks around, when study to pull surface master pulls surface? I am wanting to say that she does not speak the thing in hygiene and mouth to grab , play on hand. But look at her happy appearance , or have tolerated , also smile at the same time.

We are using hot bubble foot. On my hand, take a straight preparation " the adventure of earth chicken" to say. When soaking foot every day, we will tell story , general is I speak her to hear , she speaks me to hear. What she says is her underground on day , weaving recklessly to confuse make , sometimes preface incorrect rear language. It is gotten that I still praise her to say , otherwise next time, I have no "qualification" to hear. What I say see book to say. My what will not, company volume story will not.

I have not told story. See her to do " Lanzhou pulls surface ". She has pulled a little while , puts that "surface" in water basin unexpectedly , says that is to boil surface. " Ai , this soaks the water of foot may good internal organs oh " I say. She also pays no attention to me. Drag that "surface" with hand. Mould has shape, put in mouth side, saliva saliva has taste land " eat " get up. " like eating , mother you also eat " she comes successively. I have to also study Appearance she to" eat surface".

She most likes to play this kind of game. Play to do the game of meal. In home can move the thing that moves , will move. Have exactly at home many do the tool of meal, is that younger brother puts in this, she pushes forward to play the game of " manage home ". The public son of her is her children. Her what playing method wants to reach. Sometimes, still want me to attend to come in. Do not attend do not be all right. The method of sinking is played for that one of her person and we do not accompany her, who accompanies?

Sometimes, I think , if it is mine, my parents

I think: Child is innocent to have no evil. Their child

The 30 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: I will cry

I will

Perhaps is because of the brief note of younger sister, produce manager to take care of big swallow , have divided good work position to big swallow. This work position hears others to say that wages are very high, however, difficulty relative difficulty is learnt also easily. This factory does computer mag head , belongs to high-tech product. The most products want when microscope finishes drill to do.

The work position of big swallow will use microscope , uses the time of microscope one day a lot. Teach his master to be Guangdong male son. Two persons suit to use a microscope. Is others get nonconformity finished product, do not discard well properly under modification, if repairing. Big swallow has not used microscope always , also does not know how to adjust. Between boy two between than girl two distance width, so, the distance between the two mirrors of microscope will be also adjusted at any time, big swallow talent is seen. May big swallow does not know , always a eye can be seen. " my eye has problem, why always a eye can see , but for left eye, but for that right eye. " she and master say. Master does not believe , but it is to adjust the matter of microscope to have not also thought of.

Big swallow has studied few days, not because own intensity is big, or it is little, or what reason and one have not been modified , are whole as doing to have discarded. Guangdong master smile " want me to be boss, I will cry , I still pay you wages. " big swallow also smiles. In heart, say ," Ai, I Za is stupid "

Half month passes , although a little makes progress , but is not enough to manage still to think. Manager wants to take care of big swallow , has unexpected swallow. Ai, change work position. Big swallow has changed work position, do have to be very good. Lead likes her very much. Because she is obedient , cooperates with superior very much.

Her not good enough quilt classmate father violence

A recent free time has tons="personname w:st=on productid=Mr 1-4 " I am not religion you pretend " and " you cannot not know human nature " book, momentary painstaking effort comes tide has bought back home completely, a one see. See that cuddly, saliva saliva has taste, it is unique to strike the table to shout. Admire the foresight with sharp writer, peep society thorough have to be so and clear , admire the nib with sharp writer, a needle sees blood to analyze human nature. Cover roll after, A not from have to be surprised , the story on this book has a lot of matter that seems self , the protagonist in this writing seems self. Originally, self has sold by people, is still helping number money, originally, self offends person , still think that have helped person, , , all these really seem self.

Book in have article" shameless Lao Dou's" great kindness " " is to speak a woman and boy friend love for quite a long time , when enthusiastic probably fiery temperature, woman says sound " not ", say that to wait when marrying , man has flinched. However, when going out one time with superior to travel , it is cheap to be taken by superior. Superior does not hear " she not " , enters forced. Afterwards, superior gives her liter duty to the clothing that she buies , says that money give her to repair " virgin membrane", still teach how she deceives boy friend self is still virgin. For her very well very well, her parents also appreciate that her superior is good for her. However her heart when drop blood, however, she takes her superior to have no method. Because her superior does not be afraid of , is that she has been afraid of on the contrary. Superior already big age , officer need not do, money need not be gained , reputation for him also not worth what. However she? Can she say that go out? Do you say that go out to have what benefit for her? Reputation has sunk , boy friend has sunk , what has had no . . . . ..

The chastity of woman, as the

It is this that A has seen, can't help remembering self have not good enough also quilt person violence , merely that person returns a little human nature, it is so shameless to not resemble Lao Dou in book, she has just fled to rob. Though, she has fled, however her heart has been injured , wound is very deep very much, because that person has been her very respectful person that also likes very much.

That one year, A when outside job hunting has visited relative home, one of her person returns , she both is dark and is thin, parents see in vision, pain when at heart, want her and male friend to be engaged. However then, male friend home still disagrees with her the matter of and male friend. Parents think , male friend affirms , is deceiving him , perhaps she has hit fetus , otherwise, it is what and dark and is thin. Actually, she is dark again thin take turning to sit, because on the road, repair road, again hindrance vehicle, it is suned again that she is August on the road for 4 days exactly in 3 nights , and is hot, which have is not dark and not thin. Parents say that as male friend home is disagreed on , that parts , does not drag again. To not call man friend home, come , is engaged at once. Parents have still asked their friend to come to persuade A to part with male friend , have lifted a lot of example to say that she and male friend will not be happy together. However A hear do not go in. She does not know what to be done, her heart quilt they describe is numb, just like what, will not think , however again always if appearance thought. See to let popular feeling to ache. Is love what and so bitter? Love one artificial is what and so difficult?

A has a very better classmate, as sisters. The parents of classmate also like her very much, as she also resembles , daughter is the same. , especially the father of classmate, very good unties person Yi, also respect person very much , can also understand the opinion of young person. A is willing to talk about own opinion with him very much , feels that than own father, easy ditch gushes more. Because of some reason, it is the same that the parents of A and the parents of classmate resemble friend very deeply. The parents of A also ask the parents of classmate to advise A to part with male friend. It may say that has to also come to beg the parents of classmate to advise own father not to force her if A also has no person. At that time, classmate is also talking about friend, boy domestic condition is not good very much, person is short, classmate is very high. Classmate parents also disagree on , want them to part. Classmate is also to not hear.

That day in the morning, A comes to seek classmate , after classmate high school graduation when a unit goes to work , noon goes to have gone to work after eating after meal. Classmate parents are going to work with a unit , but father is leading, very free. What they live is also the house of unit, in a courtyard. The mother of classmate has gone to work. The fathers of classmate and A talk about matter at home. However, talking talk , the father of classmate does not know that which root nerve has problem , says unexpectedly that sees whether she can be syphilis illness. A has on surface also sees the advertisement that pastes on roadside wall to treat syphilis. But do not know what is syphilis, do not know more how syphilis is ill. She has not responded yet is why matter, the father of classmate holds her suddenly , presses her on bed. She sits at that time on classmate bed. The father of classmate wants to kiss her, she avoids. She wants to push open him desperately. She sees the light of the greediness in his eye Mang, she is afraid of. " you not always like me very much? " the father of classmate says. " yes, however, that is a kind of feelings for father " A says. Again one pushes , the father of classmate is opened by " push ". Actually, is not that A pushes open. If he does not go , A pushes , do not open him. A, the weak woman of a few height a meter of 5s, weight does not go to 90 Jins. The father of classmate height a meter of more than 7. A has gotten up , it is still badly shaken, what has not also said that flees , have also run. Her heart is very painful, father forces her with male friend part pain have not eliminated yet to reduce , but have increased new pain. She really wants to cry to have no tear.

The 31 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Person goes toward high place, water flows toward low place

Person goes

The factory that enters recently because recruit work in large quantities, can not give in time the employee that enters recently according to row dormitory. So, big swallow just begins to live still in few days in former factory. In 3th day, big swallow comes off work , return former factory, factory director has returned to see big swallow , is not very glad. Madame factory director has told the matter that his big swallow goes to.

" why do not wait for

" until you return , I

" that factory is good? Really than here, are

" do not know , all say that that wages are very high,

" that you do

Big swallow has been silent for a long time. Yes, have time here may study , there, have no so many times , environment also has no this well. However, now, she has the time of own control, but heart seems to be again controled by others. She has not thought that self has emulated good , may seek better work , takes higher wages, in may help better home. She has seen only, is present. She is shortsighted.

" have gone have gone , person goes toward high place, water flows toward low place. " factory director sighs tone says , " you will go , I also reserve do not live you, however you can not when this lives too for a long time , influence is not good. "

of a sister of job hunting

Saying sentence true words, if big swallow has place, live , do not think of this house really. Here and computer factory frequently, it is the other underground on day really. There as if is the same at home, in home, it has not been so convenient. However here, there are many persons, crowd , clothing has no place to air , can only hang in head of the bed or side and a little window have taken bed early to person. Take a bath queue up etc. for quite a long time, sometimes, can only still wash cool water. Anyway, do what to want to queue up, because there are many persons. Sometimes, toilet is bet , has not been known , that is miserable, all can only smooth foot station washes clothing in that sewage to wash face , when coming out , take basin Qing Shui to pour to get a foothold. Feel sick. Big swallow cannot bear , is so in, go to shop have bought the water shoes of two high gangs to wear , though so, the foot of big swallow is infected still by fungus. There are many dormitory persons , also what person has got. Big swallow has lost two clothings in this house. Sleep former big swallow has washed clothing to air when head of the bed, morning gets up , clothing does not be seen. It is bold really. Such dormitory, big swallow has lived in one year , rents dormitory afterwards again in factory, condition just is good and a lot of.

When having not entered this factory, all say that this is good , also do not know that it is good that this factory has , try everything to want to come in , it is also not good to have come in to just know. Ask that others takes how many wages , and is not high , has many persons only, Gao Ban costs to count high. What adds together, since counting , it is high to have no wages of that former computer factory yet. Big swallow has a little regreted really. Luckily big swallow has entered to sink how long, in factory, tune wages are so just counted well.

Madame. Madame factory director cares about big swallow very much , asks big swallow that here is very good, do have to drive is not happy. Wages how. Big swallow has said truthfully. Also say that self has regreted. " want not you return this goes to work? I and factory director say. " Madame factory director says. " can not, I when that does , if not be all right , I seek again " big swallow says. Big swallow heart says: Good horse does not eat the grass of reverse a course. Though, I am not a good horse , but also do not want to eat the grass of reverse a course.

It is so, big swallow does have come down , always

of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: New dormitory

Big swallow goes to the factory that enters recently to apply for dormitory. In factory, say that now have no bed to position , may apply for puting up shop if having acquaintance, also sleep together with others a shop. Day , big swallow arrives , is which to seek acquaintance , though, there is fellow villager, but it is not cooked , who is willing to share bed with person? Luckily big swallow hears of own mother parents' home a uncle two parents-in-law when this factory does , do not know that this uncle mother disagrees together that she puts up shop. Theory generation , that person is not big swallow uncle, that person pipe big swallow mother cries out aunt. But age has similar mother with her. Wife is more young as succeeding. At home, big swallow has also seen them. Big swallow finds this uncle mother, have said this matter. Fortunately, this uncle mother has agreed , and still says , beside her, a bed has empty position for quite a long time, it is what reason that nobody does not know. Big swallow may apply for puting up shop with her, may

error a semester freely studies

I go up error

Is beginning from this year , I give birth to alively the city residence registration of this city may freely study , my daughter happens to have caught the free education of 12 years - - policy constant words. I am very happy. Also not from have to remember a semester that have by oneself also read the matter of free book comes. In heart, many deep feelings also have many thanks , still have many memories, think of my dear teacher. Have passed for more than 20 years, dear teacher, you return when rostrum sends in a memorial to write your life? You return when sorption chalk ash? Are you good?

My home is very poor, there are

1980In year, the earth of China has occured earthshaking change. My hometown also has got first township enterprise. My papa goes to that township enterprise to go to work , is ordinary worker , digs earth all day long , pushes vehicle, because will build factory building. Afterwards, the workhorse spirit and ability that papa relies on self slowly , he will go up lead. But that is the following matter of some years. Papa can go to township enterprise to go to work , because grandmother is director of village the Women's Federation it is young , is lead , is position the Communist Party Yuan. This orphans and widows of home town of taking care. So papa talent goes to work , otherwise papa also can only when production team earns work to divide , or pull wooden handcart in brick Wa-Chang-La brick tile. However, afterwards, field also divides household , need not also earn work to divide. Slowly the economic some improvements in home , but or entering , do not apply.

My primary school of elder brother graduates to have no reading. Because of him when read the level of 5 years with a not obedient person together, very, house decreases score, a minute that unexpectedly lack has not risen on junior high, will stress one year to rise junior high. And my year has been 10 years old, have not entered school door yet , still do not know 1 or 2 and 3 , will not still write own name. Younger sister has not also also studied at school in 9 years old. It is half that I am one year older only than younger sister. There are still two younger brothers under younger sister. Because grandmother body is not good , pa mother is busy, so, the sister-in-law of taking care is my matter.

In that one year, grandmother says: Girl will also study at school , most minimum also want to accept number, can count , can know some words , so bully also good point in living by people. Because grandmother is to have eaten to have no cultural loss , want not, she is really very capable woman.

It is so, my elder brother

Perhaps, it is bitter in home , is larger perhaps than other child , knows that will study. My score is very good, every time examination is first on class, at many times, it is full marks. Grandmother is very happy , says that I can study. Paste me on the wall in home from the certificate of merit that school gets , Feng person praises me. Younger sister is not good enough relatively, she and one of my class, public attention quilt I I have taken. However, it is hardworking that she has no me really.

I have finished the level of primary school of 4 years, pa mother has not prepared to let me read the level of 5 years. Because I have been 145 years old , am big girl in other words, may help to do many works in home. It is also similar to have read the book of some years. Also know some words , can also calculate simple figure. I have accepted the arrangement of parents. Can I do what? Have read to not have been wrong for 4 years.

That annual August the Mid-Autumn Festival, our village goes up household has covered bridal chamber, celebrating ask person to have wine. I and mother have wine. It has have wine with my same table person, I claim that he is uncle , am the teacher of our primary school. He sees that I have not gone to study at school to feel that is very strange, ask why? Mother has spoken some reason with him. After he hears , feel me do not study real very unfortunately, say: Is so, I return the teacher of school and your class to say. If they want , you study , need not pay the tuition fee , book borrows others , note-book is bought by oneself. When work in home, you work at home, when doing not want , you attend class. Mother has also replied. I even more appreciate place to nod.

My teacher has agreed. I have again studied at school. I remember Chinese to study at that time, have gone to 8th lesson, mathematics is also studied a lot. I want preceding have no study mend to go up. I am more hardworking than the former. In home, have not also wanted my again dry amount to have lived , only real very busy. I have not paid the tuition fee , but my teacher attends class all the same to me , goes over homework all the same to me. They have no complaint of the least bit. That semester, in I have not asked false gang home work. At the time of term examination, I have examined whole class second only. But teacher is very happy , encourages me to say that is good. Again Nu force can take first place. In my heart, is filled with confidence.

Afterwards, I have risen on junior high , have still read high school. Though when schooling begins every time, we say forcibly with principal: Is our tuition late point delivered , are very good? Sometimes, principal will promise that is embarrassed sometimes really, we borrow tuition to somewhere else to deliver. Then I and younger sister, two younger brothers go to village go up borrow money to pay the tuition fee , papa says: Your who borrows money register. Returning money him return. Because of one school begins , our sister of elder brother 4 want money to register , this number may be not little , for rich person is not large, but for my home, that and some wages of papa are reached? I think that the papa heart at that time is apropos and surely very sour , am definite and a lot helpless. Luckily our score is good, the person of good intention in village can also lend money our child. We can borrow money to register. We can study. Is destiny teases person, when I read high school, mother is ill, illness gets very all previous harm. My second has left off study , it is that classmate thinks of donation this time , school is willing to mitigate tuition, I can do nothing about it to study at school.

However, I have been content. Though, I have not gone to examine university. I am more than leaving off study for the first time to have read the book of 56 years. The book of this 5 or 6 lets my life rich and colorful and a lot of , lets my heart substantial and a lot of , lets my a lifetime have got the change of quality.

If, in that year, my teacher disagrees that I study , I may resemble my neighbor girl for the same 18 years old, marry person , passing sunrise make, day falls and is ceased , surface dynasty loess, the back gives birth to some children to the life of day , does not arrive in 30 years old , has become Huang Lian Po. Because of my neighbor girl when I read beginning at three o'clock, having gotten married to self return from having changed sister-in-law. Oh, this is fearful.

If, in that year, my teacher disagrees that I study , can I now still write so many words? Though, this article is written not well , has no graceful pleasant words, will not utilize what tactic more, perhaps still preface incorrect rear language, it is unclear. However if my read-only son 4 years primary school, my meeting what?

Dear teacher, I remember your name , remember the appearance of your same year, remember your have freely taught me a semester. I remember a lot a lot, , , perhaps your do not remember me, may I remember forever your.

My heart blesses

The 34 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Ruthless typhoon

Ruthless

In the factory of big swallow, there are many workers,

In June of 93 years, big swallow has gone through one typhoon

Big swallow is sleeping , is awakened suddenly by a burst noisy sound. " Wa, it is disastrous, we blow nearly by wind to run. " person says. " I seem to return from being not self to go, return from being wind to give to blow, it is light. A " person smile say. In that laughter, bring surprise. " why matter " big swallow thinks. Big swallow last night shift, this time only comes 8 a.m. clock, the only last person of night shift sleeps with time, the person of last morning shift has also gone. Why is meeting so noisy? Oh, do you scrape typhoon? Have you had a holiday?

Originally, it is true. In factory for all, it is safe , has had a holiday. It looks as if, this wind is great. " scholar vehicle blow to run " somebody says. Outside news rain sound thunderclap, sound sound enters ear. " that younger sister today has gone to work? " big swallow thinks. " her house is how about? " big swallow the safety of very worrying younger sister. However this current weather, she can not also go out to seek younger sister , can only wait for that wind is little, just go. Big swallow has no method. Can only wait for in dormitory that typhoon is soon little and some, rain stops soon. Because the house of younger sister is to must not receive some wind with the house of similar woollen thatched cottage to blow.

Before and together with younger sister, that girl of rent house often goes to that of boy friend to spend the night , so younger sister a person lives in that is not dependable at heart. In that village, have also lived in some months , have also known a lot when the fellow villager of that rent house. So between younger sister has rented and together with two fellow villagers room. House is the room of iron sheet of village people cover , is very little and very little , is very low and very low , has only a very little very little window. Roof is covered with iron sheet and stone clear tile , and is not a whole piece, is size some pieces of. Upstairs, press the stone of some pieces of big points. In room, have no bed. Younger sister sleeps bed is that both ends carries with brick piece, above piece very little very old plank. Younger sister a person sleeps. This bed board or younger sister and fellow villager are picking up outside. Two that fellow villagers sleep bed big point, is offered by landlord , is also that some pieces of planks use brick piece and bench to put up. Then rent house who also grudges to buy bed , all are to put up. They do meal sometimes by oneself to eat , use kerosene stove to do.

In the afternoon, at last, typhoon is little and some,

Big swallow seeks

Big swallow walks the place that younger sister lives in. Though, wind is little and some , but is still great. Big swallow wears long hair , goes in face of wind, it is so difficult to seem three steps to return two steps. Wind blows her long hair, then, again hit on face, resembling rod hit , is the same on face to ache.

Big swallow has very gone to that of younger sister easily. Younger sister and fellow villager when, all stand in surface, worry land have no way out land look at house, do not know what to be done. Roof already whole quilt wind thorough gladly , on house inland, it is also water completely, bed is also wet. Tonight, where do you live? Big swallow has seen to feel sad. Younger sister has changed others fortunately to cry perhaps.

See that it is the same that day tendency seems to rain , air not say from time to time when returning lightning stroke error. Bed is whole and wet , is to cover roof well , can not be also slept. , what to be done? Big swallow worries. " tonight goes to my dormitory to sleep " big swallow says for younger sister.

" is all right

" I secretly region you go in , this kind of weather,

Younger sister has put some thing in

Big swallow brings younger sister to return dormitory. The road that swallow goes to into village does not go well, had been bet. Big swallow brings younger sister to go to additionally a road. This road does not be also gone to well. This weather and which road are not gone to well. Go arrive midway, they dare not go. Stroke passes air another lightning. Preceding one has power line post to wind to blow to fall , electric wire has also broken. Big swallow sisters fear to suffer that electric wire to go to danger very much. They have stoped , or go forward, have no method, this is the road that will be gone through. They count as far as possible from electric wire , are very careful , have passed quickly. Heart in length have made tone.

Have gone to half

" I am advanced. You go soon under etc.

Want to then can enter rely on Work Permit originally into dormitory, all do not bring sometimes, is also all right before chest. Entrance guard is two aunts. For a long time , general person has impression.

Big swallow enters dormitory door. It is not bad. That guard is playing brand with fellow villager. But big swallow dare not also call younger sister besides door. Can only be come in by oneself by younger sister.

job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Friend has broken up

Wander , drift , every son of job hunting resembles a leaf floated with wind , does not know how long self will stay in certain place. Everybody passes house to have no surely life , do not know where is the harbor that anchors by oneself permanently. Everybody can not stop the ongoing step of time , as time pass , everything is changing. " water flows toward low place, person goes toward high place " this is the hope of everybody instinct. It is gone to also that Afghan spends , have changed a relaxed work, is when a day capital enterprise goes to work. Everybody wants to seek and relaxed wages , is high to work , merely some person in keep with one's wish so as have tasted , some person can only when that bemoans , some person tries hard continuously after bemoaning to that and relaxed work with again high wages , has day at last in keep with one's wish , some person no matter how effort, throughout can not in keep with one's wish. That has drifted with the tide.

Afghanistan flower when that day capital enterprise does have to be good , it is very happy. It is a lot of that the factory dormitory of big swallow has also improved afterwards, is the girls more than ten a live in single room, have kitchen may do meal, there is toilet. Merely their everybody does meal still with kerosene stove. Say sound with entrance guard , may also bring friend to go in to play. Sometimes, it is quite happy that all eat together the usual practice done suddenly so. Just, the factory dormitory of Afghanistan flower also when this building, so, big swallow and Afghanistan flower can often meet still. But slowly Afghanistan flower becomes very busy , also do not come to seek big swallow , big swallow seeks her also seek not. Originally, Afghan spends , have done pyramid selling beside going to work , and it is very successful to be still fiery. In the factory of big swallow, it also has person to do , big swallow is not interested for this one , also does not go to know how to is this after all. Afghan spends to miss big swallow very much together with her do, big swallow has refused very tactfully that Afghan is colored. Afterwards, Afghan spends , also do not live in this. The opportunity that they meet is more few. Also sink how to contact. A pair of good friend has so broken up. It is that world has no banquet that not broken up really. May this friendship, stay in big swallow heart forever , feel warm forever when remembering.

Afterwards, big swallow hears her its fellow villager to say that Afghanistan flower has not been gone to work , has married , it is male that Hunan person knows when doing pyramid selling. Do not know how Afghan has spent? Whether still remember big swallow, remember them together time, crying together with them time of a smile.

Big swallow often remembers Afghanistan flower , wants to contact Afghanistan flower. Have also been convinced the old man of native land seeks Afghanistan flower, but want to have given up finally. She does not know Afghanistan flower whether also want to see her as her. Hide this feelings still when heart base.

" Afghanistan flower, how are you?

of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: The letter paper of report form

Big swallow and Afghanistan flower are very good, the bed that has self position does not sleep , sleep with Afghanistan flower together. They have always the words that say not , want to sleep sometimes very much, eye opens do not drive , still say few sentences. She real very glad the person who has Afghanistan flower so well accompanies her.

Go to work here, the time of evening goes well than daytime time, evening pipe has come off work almost , sometimes when being all right , she misses home , wants to write letter in home , take taking working report form before the table of official business to pawn letter paper in home to write letter , is blank on the contrary normally. Sometimes when meeting a night patrol that will be been in charge of , she is deft of hand for eye disease to fall out , regards as to do report form. Her many family letters are to so write to come out. When father receives the first such letter, think she when surface has no money to buy letter paper write letter , when replying , returning her have sent the letter paper of two blanks. Ha-Ha, laughable not?

In son trip 1000, the father of mother worried, big swallow gives hometown the nearby fellow villager that goes to work here , has written letter , please and them or their many taking cares big swallow. Father self is a unceasing one write letter to big swallow. The 1000 exhortation instructions of 10 thousand. It then can be understood that this love has only big swallow perhaps to make mother.

Have passed a many monthes, all are saying , former part the cadre that recruits few days will divide minute factory goes. Big swallow does not want to not know what is there condition. Moreover, it is that to have gone , can not spend with Afghan the person that has not also known together. It is well lonely. Fortunately, lesson length is good. Lesson length says ," no matter others, my one does not let divide ". Big swallow need not worry.

one day get very quickly

Daughter lies on bed, I make hand department to her to massage. Her physique is more weak, I see from book to say that massage hand department may strengthen physique. Also do not know to be true or false , have no harm anyway. It is most minimum to have enhanced mother female feelings. Normally, have no special condition, each night metropolis pushes , and still tell story. Mother is very tired, but also is happy very quickly. It is true. If which day is not so , possibility does not be still been accustomed to.

She hopes ceiling, face goes up tape

I do not know what she is thinking. " yes, I also feel. You see that I have not played well yet a little while, watching television have also seen half hour only. Now, will sleep. " I tease her to say that say.

" as , should watch the television of one

" that you one day

" En, on Monday and on Thursday,

I know that she has not happy today. Because when finishing the school day , teacher sees me , has accused " her form " , says that she attends class to give a speech always , and writes word to undertake teacher , begs quickly , still does not obey according to pen to write.

" why, isn't that

" because there

I am still true and surprising. There is music lesson, she is not happy unexpectedly. She however likes to sing to dance. Also always groan at home teacher the song that teaches. Do not know the reason why. I think that she surely speaks carelessly. I am wanting to ask why is not happy.

She again says

Day , she has so many not happy lessons. " why? " I ask. I think that she will say that mathematics teacher is very fearful. Because her mathematics teacher is tight and all previous to the feeling of person , seldom smiles.

" mathematics lesson will always

" incorrect , I like to do title in childhood for the mathematics lesson on love, because do more, the brain will be more and more clever. You see that I am so clever, the daughter that I so give birth to is more clever than me. " I say.

" not yes. Child Cong is not clever with adult have no relation, you have not read scientific book, you do not know that see to have many trainings in childhood. " she seems to still understand than me, still say that I have not read scientific book. Really, have no method. Do not compete with her , compete this problem with her , have no result forever.

What my daughter is to not like to study is that would not do the homework. There is , she and I say " mother, if national stipulation is studied for two days on a week, rest 5 days is good. " see , the child that can think. I think that every child hopes that is so. Is this possibility. Have she still says: The last point of primary school is not good , it is so early to get up every day. Is also , will so get up early every day in the morning bed, I also want to sleep again meeting, however can not. I say: Do not study at school , can't study knowledge , what does not understand. You see that what what, she has not studied at school yet, it is many that she has no you to know knowledge , as incorrect? She has again smiled , and has gotten up happily.

Worry about

The

The group of big swallow leans exactly on window side , is a big road beneath, the person exchanged turns , is many. It still has in the evening to put snack a lot, because it is summer, it is chated that there are many persons besides door to have wine in little shop. When big swallow is all right , stands to look at following everything in window side , thinks that" I go around beneath if having time , eat thing , am good".

There is once, she really drinks the syrup of mung bean secretly. In that night, she and the assistant of a other group have slid secretly , have drunk the 3 little bowl syrups of mung bean , are well comfortable. When assistant has this benefit , because of working reason, receipts and payment are counted than the worker convenience of production line. Between is however big swallow to return rail cars in port , have been dumbfounded , in workshop, a person has no , has come off work. " today how to so come off work early, just ten o'clock " she wants to arrive just come off work at twelve o'clock. " the 8 that group leaders of old woman going home from work surely seeks me , however, she also does not know that it is which that I go. Ha-Ha. Will soon pay storehouse, going home from work ", have taken off one morning shift finally. It is happy.

However afterwards,

Also think of in vain big gown

Daughter is really the person who feelings have justice , has not gone to visit in vain big gown , value positive that section day on October 19 days in two months, she thinks of in vain big gown. It is that eagerly , letter value is to want to see impatiently , will be gone to urgently. Have no method, I have to with old public tape she goes to see in vain big gown. Fortunately, that day old public return early, want not one of my person. Old public the back she, I the back big pack, in pack, it packs towelling coverlet. Fear to have no thing cover there. We have bared the scholar, run directly nearby hospital. White big gown is still all previous and harmful, see daughter , have seen to see daughter. Daughter inserts instant of entering the blood vessel of the back of the hand along with the syringe needle of that little purple color, on face, have got blood color, the lip of white white also a little blood color. Body also does not shiver. Oh, thank you, in vain big gown.

I also do not know that day daughter

That day finishes the school day , her elephant usually the same buy the bowl flower of bean curd to eat. I see that sub-district entrance has Chinese flowering quince seller , have bought the building on two Chinese flowering quinces. The building on one, she eats the flower of bean curd, I eat Chinese flowering quince. She also wants to eat , I have given half to her to eat, and say " is able to eat to eat , is unable to eat to do not want to eat. " she likes to eat Chinese flowering quince very much. The flower of bean curd has not been eaten , has left point to me to eat, but she has eaten Chinese flowering quince.

That day in the evening, what I do exactly is the fish soup of bean curd of crucian carp. She has again eaten a lot of bean curd, I do not eat to her she will eat. Meal has also eaten is a lot of. It is the same to seem to have taste very much.

Have eaten meal afterwards, our elephant ordinary the same have played meeting soak foot. We tell story , soaking foot. It is so every day. When will soon soak , she presses belly suddenly with hand , says belly to ache. She has gone to toilet. I have not also soaked again and have seen , see the shit that she pulls. Shit is very normal.

Though, the fall of here is not very cool , but is cooled sooner or later still quite. When I take a bath to her, it is cold that she decides , is so cold that shiver. " this water warms up is cooled very much, adjust offal tomorrow to warm up " I say. Have bath , wear clothing, I take hot water in hall to her to drink.

When I hold water, when having not still gone to room, seeing her cover belly to worry , run hurriedly toward toilet, " Wa " a land, have spat out is a lot of to come out. The Chinese flowering quince eaten , bean curd and meal are spat out completely. Ai, look at her painful appearance , feel unwell really. She Shu gargle , have drunk some warm water. However as soon as water is drunk , she again runs toward toilet, have again spat out is a lot of to come out. Day , why is meeting so? It is bad to eat thing, still why La? My heart says. Have spat out twice , see that it is some that she seems to want. Won't you spit out again? My heart says. " you sleep , sleep to be all right. Mother has bath "

I have had bath , discover that old is public

Daughter again climbs from bed

" why can spit out " the old public daughter of one side of taking care, one side is worried about again feel uncertain land ask. " do not know that have spat out twice " I rub floor , the worry of one side land say. On " bed still has " is old and public to call road. Daughter has not enough time to climb , have spat out on bed. I have to take bed-sheet , spread clean bed-sheet again.

" lane some medicine is eaten to her " old is public to say. Old public most fear that daughter falls ill , the daughter illness of a lifetime she troubles , she will blame me to sink to take care of good daughter. I am also afraid of , also trouble , but I can blame who.

It may install if I have eaten two grains of belly to daughter, hope daughter meeting is a lot of, have then rushed a cup of weak brininess has added some sugar. May daughter has drunk two have again spat out. Now spits out have no thing, it is gastric juice completely , in vain white, it is Huang Huang afterwards. Daughter feeling is well cold, is so cold that body shrink together , is shivering. Ai, have spat out 5 or 6 times , do not be all right. Or bringing her , see the doctor.

Have no method , have to go

When old is public to take medicine, daughter

Fortunately, as liquid enters

Daughter , you may must not fall ill , 1000 becomes other elephant as kindergarten, go to hospital easily. You now go to primary school , lesson is very tight. Fortunately, in tomorrow Saturday, do not have to study. My heart says.

Have hit more than two hours , have

Love will be sunk to

Sometimes, it is good that I think of " life if such as beginning sees ". However, the years of passion are momentary. Time may dilute everything, years pass , everything will be moved. Feelings also flees however this disaster. If real can words, Li Long Ji and raise jade ring will not also have such result. A they are still his outstanding well-known God, one is still her rare beauty, the beauty two of rivers and mountains not appearance Qin. If real can, it will not also have woman to make " resentment song trip". It is seen as beginning that sage, worthy, great man and ordinary person have the feelings of few persons?

Daughter signature

Daughter

Daughter studies shape to cultivate the interest of student learning English , has sent " a English hears to read card " , lets head of family urge to sign. It is also that child has heard , read or have performed sign the name of head of family above. Having signed one change one , when changing one, teacher can award a gift in order to encourage and praise. It is not great that daughter begins interest, it is also not to pay attention to this very much to hear to read card. However yesterday, return from having changed 3th , teacher has awarded one of her ruler , still has a lovely public son. She is very happy, as this hears to read card , has been interested very much , has also paid attention very much.

Return at noon, have eaten meal to take " she hears to read card " one sees , I have signed two names yesterday only to her, is not very happy in heart. " Beng " one, close Fang Men Yi. " you do not come in " she says. I have guessed what she wants to do.

Soon afterwards, I enter room. She in hear to read Ka-Fang-Jin the son of steamer tray, block with body. I take to come out as soon as see , she has signed name to self , but is not my name written , is her papa. Because my name disaster is written , she will not still write. Perhaps, I should not take right now, it does not be known that I should pack.

" you should not

" however, I have read three

" you may say with me, I mend to you, but you should

" that what to be done?

" I also do not know that who lets yourself to write " I say. I am really angry, daughter have this some petty trick, she can think of others unexpected matter, the matter that others dares not she dares. Few days before, I, on her discovery Chinese textbook, have the name of her pa that she signs , have still written date. Still resemble matter really. But that few lesson teachers have not also asked head of family to sign , requirement I have signed. I let her to have rubed at that time , say that should not be so afterwards. Have not thought of today, she unexpectedly when hear to read card go up label. I understand that she wants to take gift soon.

I can't help is reasonable with her, also can't help to scold her. She has really cried. " is good, do not cry , crying have not also used , will soon sleep. Do not want afterwards such trip. " I say. " however, teacher can scold me " she is afraid of very much land say.

We lie down to sleep. May she has lain

" good La, will soon sleep waiting for until mother thinks of method, see can complete. " I say. So, she has just slept. Her midnight of last night has coughed to sink for quite a long time to sleep well, though at noon, time is few, but it is good point to be able to sleep.

When studying at school , I again can't help to say the matter that she signs. Say that original teacher can like her very much, but if teacher discovery she is so, teacher will do not like her. It does not be said that she hears to call me , in her heart, it has been sorry , has troubled very much. Perhaps, I should not say.

For a year, level is so, afterwards if be not as good as examination, want head of family to sign , she is surely that self has signed. I also do do not understand why want the signature of head of family. When I study before, will never sign such name after head of family, head of family also has no time to be in charge of my study. Is it interesting that so sign? , especially the examination signature of test paper.

I think sometimes the practice of adult can teach to spoil child. Because go up have policy, there is countermeasure. I really do not know how to teach daughter. I hope daughter clever can use when good one side.

The 10 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Sandwich biscuits

The assistant

Big swallow does not do assembly line on production line. But as soon as growing very much between opportunity, the worker that will organize has come off work , she then can come off work. Because she wants the product of making same day to pay storehouse to come off work. Returning the supplement of main points material for example the whom on production line want needle , line still has the movement of people , ask for leave , still do various report forms. These want her to have made , seek person to sign , since group leader finds manager, go up all the way , is from a building to 5 floor , and is from 5 floor to a building , still forbid to take elevator, having grabed will get a scolding. Officer is nearly impossible to seek sometimes, on production line, is again in urgent need to use , they remember , picul mistake time makes one less. Big swallow is so tired that can't help still geting a scolding extremely.

The luck of big swallow is also good, dividing into groups to divide have gone to a fellow villager to pawn the group of group leader. Normally, say that should work more well, fellow villager should look after always. However group leader, is different with other person. Her special disagreeable fellow villager squeezes out fellow villager, always shout for fellow villager little call scold , satirize. Because she is the lover of manager of Taiwan , so thinks always that self is amazing , pulls appearance of Gao Qi Yang always. See that others wants to feel sick. This group also has some fellow villagers, it hates with a hellish hatred that all can say for her. Scold her in behind: Mother, what is amazing, ability does not be gone to work , lets others wrap , is raised. Again have no that capital color. Song in sing " fellow villager sees fellow villager, two with watery eyes " also do not let sometimes Ran, it also has " a gun that comes behind ".

This group leader never teaches big swallow to how to pay storehouse, this some yardage quantity is done really , on report form, will change another yardage , but product is the same. Big swallow does not know , shine product writes report form, have been wrong as a result. That storehouse pipe of storehouse Yuan is also woman, not know is because big swallow is the fellow villager of that group leader and make things difficult for her intentionally, or bullying big swallow person, it is honest. Anyway, other assistants have not punished wrong. Perhaps, that woman hates her group leader , eats the vinegar of her group leader, why manager of Taiwan has not liked her , perhaps, , , it is unknown. Big swallow writes to pay storehouse sheet , write wrong, that person punishes big swallow to write to pay storehouse sheet , writes a lot of share , can not still want one to write aly with carbon paper, and still assigned time has been written. In big swallow heart, that air however has what method , who lets self to be stupid , has made mistake. She has written , do again and again at last to understand.

The 9 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Apply for the job "cadre"

Apply for

Big swallow

Big swallow enters table aunt company's that for day, big table aunt brings her. Big table aunt goes out from this , is still quite good with the leading relation of here. It is taken off that big table aunt has dressed up specially to big swallow, is again how dress up is also still appearance of farm woman, a word "earth". Person leans clothing, horse leans saddle, big swallow has meal money is problematic, it is which and still rich to buy the clothing of what good point. Whole is from the clothing that brings in home. Into here, examination is very simple, lesson is long to have asked conventional problem, having seen take off have certificate. Then, let big swallow to write26English letter size writes.OK. Then, going to

The "diploma" of big swallow is that high school completes certificate, is big swallow pa holds friend manage at home. Certificate is true , has the seal of educational department, do not resemble current false diploma, go through must not check. But person has no, really, graduates. Have managed formality after, big swallow goes to the report of little table aunt condition at lower levels Kuang. When little table aunt sees her graduated certificate, surrounds some not cooked fellow villagers, as soon as seeing graduated certificate, " holiday " have not graduated because they know big swallow high school. " this has what? Holiday for holiday " little table aunt says. Big swallow does not make sound. She also wants to have the real graduated certificate, even as real university graduated certificate of high school by oneself. Is . . . . ..

Big swallow luck is still good, just Feng go to company to recruit "cadre" , after training , head office divides to divide factory. Big swallow has been the - - assistant of group leader of " cadre " , is equivalent to vice-group leader.

The National Day of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Wages have sunk

Wages

Big swallow has gone up the class of half month in shoes factory , has gone to that former factory time sent wages. Big swallow has applied for the holiday of half of the day to that former factory to manager to take wages. Until that one is seen , just knows that that factory has gone bankrupt , boss has also hidden to get up. All have not taken wages. Boss has hidden to get up , has let a friend to decide words to worker, say that boss has deceived to person , has no money to send wages. Who believes? All air extremely. Have person say that labor department accuses , are you useful? The front door of labor department how drive , all do not know , know that they will be in charge of , the life or death of the tens of sons of job hunting? Have calculated. All seek work additionally. Big swallow thinks that fortunately, self has gone first, otherwise white makes so many days. Pity but, it is hateful. Others says that outside world is very excellent, outside world is very helpless, big swallow has no excellence , has only helplessness.

Liang Shan Bo after and wish Britain Taiwan dead will become bird

" mother and Liang Shan Bo are what meanings

" that, my word of 'Yu'

" my word of 'Yu' in you

" as. YOU ARE GREAT. Your real

" Liang Shan Bo and the story

" my story between you may many La. Have

" they why story is so few? " daughter

" they think that

" 'get along' is

" it is the meaning of 'together'

" oh " daughter

" they have only the time of some

" 'Yi Sheng Yi Shi' is what meaning? " daughter again

" 'Yi Sheng Yi Shi' arrive from birth

" actually, they are also lifetime

" yes, have I seen to want to cry " daughter says

" will not. They become butterfly , are a kind of mythology legend only. Is imagined by people. Is dead for people to hope them after can become pair in pairs. Because they have no opportunity it is living together. " I do not know , I so say as incorrect. Also do not know whether daughter can understand.

" that you are to want

" I want to become bird " I say. Yes, I want to fly

" they why do not

" you miss them to become bird is also all right , until

" is true? " daughter

" is true. Only you

Yes, why Liang Shan Bo and wish Britain

Colleague religion son cries out grandmother for besides besides " "

Last Sunday, I a 3 have gone a domestic colleague before me. The colleague feelings of more than 10 years are still quite deep , although have now sunk for quite a long time together. But as soon as talking about , live together in time, in the matter in a dormitory. It is still the time with past memory really.< xml:namespace prefix=o ns="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office">

She has bought suite son last year here , is very expensive. A square more than 4000, now has risen more than 6000 , this room price for husband and wife two is the son of job hunting , it is to scare person really. Luckily their wages return may, and old public base is still good. Though is so, will but rein waist-belt son still, do careful budgeting land live.

" her house what square " it is always public to ask me on the road. " the squares more than 80 , but she alters between some little rent has lived to person. Such pressure sinks so big " I say. " you think that others resembles three of our the same persons to live in the house of the squares more than 100 , 3 room, 3 beds, a person sleeps one. " I smile says. It is a that I also want to rent to go out. However live in a set of room before together with others too for a long time , do not want to have cohabited again with others really, describe unpleasant point, cohabit with person, the two of husband and wife quarrels to dare not loudly , have felt wronged , want to cry can only little sound groans , still hide in own room and many inconveniences. The person who fears to seek more and cohabit is not good , money have not been saved , have still offended trouble, it is not worthwhile.

" we are to hit swelling face to serve as fat person , thin rod has to pull hard dung, outsider still thinks that we are true and very rich " old is public to say ," our is more broad minded and more some than others" I smile , do not make sound. Is also , we are more broad minded and more some than others.

I have not gone to work for some years, to take care of daughter. A considerable room money sinks return, also now is every month overdraft , but have the opportunity to play , we will still go to play. Elephant younger sister says us " your home has no money to buy rice , but it is rich to buy flower. Our home is rich to buy rice , is also rich to buy flower, but nobody buies flower. " younger sister will be more a lot of than my domestic economy, but her old public is to not be willing to give away colored money to play. My old is public and different. The consumer sight of everybody is different.

Have gone to domestic colleague, as soon as seeing her house really, it is good. Between have though altered few taxi, but still may. Find a job , error life has so also do not have been wrong. I now regret that house is bought , pressure is so big.

The son of colleague current two months of 3 years old, is may. But will not still give a speech , speaking few sentences is also to spit out word to not settle, it does not be understood that outsider hears , only her household hears to understand. Colleague husband and wife two will go to work , son is brought by the mother of colleague. Her mother the years more than 70. The old man of China is so pitiful, young, pipe son daughter and old will be in charge of grandson grandson. Home of old man will not also speak Putonghua. I still discover that they teach child to speak , have problem. For example, say: Grandmother, they teach child: Outside outside. Say: Rice, they teach unexpectedly: Mi Mi. A lot of word is so. The work of colleague is very busy to often change shifts , will be still worked overtime , not work overtime to go home will also do household duties , seldom have time to accompany son , play what, so son with her words are also not many. Is on good terms with father. But father is also regular to go on a business trip. Mostly follow grandmother. Now, just go to kindergarten.

From colleague home after returning , it is worth-while that I want to have not gone to work by oneself to take care of daughter. If I have gone to work , daughter but for that is in native land , grandfather milk spoils the ability of even being self reliant have no , will not also understand so many things. To not be in charge of her about being her grandmother here, this is impossible , is because her grandmother does not come to here to be in charge of her , so, I just do not go to work. Want to begin some years not class, she has counted , I go to work again. However, the physique that has not thought of her is so weak, I can do nothing about it to go to work , natural also is for her study.

Ai, what matter is favorable have fraud,

The 15 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Many Lao lose get

It is many

It is reckoned by the piece that somebody says , only trick sharp rope, do have to be rapid , wages are high. Actually, it is not so. Some person she does have to be few , but wages are very high, some person all day long continually do, trick is also rapid, but wages are low. Because per the unit price of process, it is different. Some process again spends time and unit price and is low. If and group leader relation is not good , or bully well, always do the process with low unit price , come down in one month , have only so some wages.

Big swallow has made statistics of their process sheet , is also the result of their wages amount. Financial calculate is good, send every manpower again go up as take off, seeing wrong have no. Their everybody has sum record , what process makes amount. A fellow worker sees own wages, is only a little, say unexpectedly that big swallow calculate has been wrong , big swallow weight is still so finally , quantity has not also been wrong. That fellow worker accuses that of factory director , the assistant of factory director is also this kind of result finally one time. Fellow worker is angry very much , scolds big swallow , says that is that big swallow has made mistake surely. Big swallow has no method , only goes to that of factory director to ask for help. Factory director also has no method , only goes to finance, ask financial person to show the table of unit price to that fellow worker to see. After seeing , fellow worker has not uttered a word. This original unit price is very confidential , does not let worker know. Fellow worker is sorry, also very angry at heart. Big swallow at heart is also not comfortable.

Who says that is more pay for

Silly language

Sometimes, feel self suddenly to resemble one have

Can feel sometimes a kind

Feel heart sometimes suddenly to seem to drop have arrived on the ground, how to seek also seek not. A kind of layer upon layer sense of loss is surrounded overlappingly by oneself. Do you lose? Did not get , are you what to lose?

Adjust own mood slowly by oneself , adjust own state. Nobody can help self. Both have got vitality and heart and have found slowly by oneself. Have no longer troubled baffledly. However, can not use how long, it is those to feel and has come. Relapse turns over again, so fold evil spirit own heart, own body.

What is

It is too stupid

Last Saturday, computer counts problem , as soon as start can not start , it is never this kind of that condition passes. I according to start again and again again to sink to use. Ai. Call to younger sister. Younger sister understands than me, is some. After hearing the condition that I have said , younger sister says that possibility is the internal organs of memory bar , it is good to take to rub. Younger sister says that she helps me since second day to do. That can only be also so.

I hope computer host computer to stare blankly , it is what eastern east that I want to open to see whether I can find memory bar. However, have tried several times, dozen does not drive. Give up. It is so stupid, dozen does not open host computer. Daughter also when that makes a noise.

In second day, I again open computer,

I have to try again to open host computer. This time, success has opened. Then younger sister tells me in telephone that is memory bar, since taking , rub and then pack. I have packed , have not packed. A start," drop . . . . . ." have reported to the police. I tell younger sister that I can not close power source. Yesterday, I directly take plug, it is not good that I also know. Younger sister lets me to press mains switch, 5 seconds of clock is closed. I if is do. Have closed really. Again take , and pack. Do not report to the police , but it is the same to resemble yesterday. Ai, I have no method , am very angry. Angry self is stupid. Younger sister also does not know is why matter.

Old public is at home , look at my air, urgent, it

" it lets little summit to come whether will

Old public pull

I see host computer

" you are not have no

" is , as if you do not play brand is the same and sorry " I am partly true to say. In fact, it is really very sorry that I have no computer to use , it is the same to seem to have lost a lot of thing. I also do not know that self is for computer , saying specifically have for network, is so strong to rely on. This may be not good.

" I gang you seek Zhang Gong? " old is public to say. " it is good" I am very glad , hope that it is good that Zhang Gong receives telephone. I think. Zhang Gong is the engineer of his company , is shrewd for computer , also becomes educated through self- study.

He hears me, have said this condition, say " do not worry , wait for slowly until it has recovered completely, see can start , want to not be all right , let little raise tomorrow to go to work bring host computer company comes , I help you to see. "

" if not be all right , I

" that again needn't. To spend money, I help

" I have said with him

" that how to be all

I speak with Zhang Gong, looking at

" may start , yesterday is I no patience etc. it

" thank you , I again study knowledge " I say. Is

Ai, self

The 16 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Want to exchange labor to do

Want

Big swallow does not want to have worked here. She wants to change a working hour the work of short point, own time can let self control. Can see book. She wants to read well. She and table aunt say that she wants to exchange labor to do , she and classmate say that exchange labor to do. All do not believe that think that she says that plays. Saying and being assistant is time long points, do is cooked and very relaxed. However, when this person group is taken in to sink is so good. Whole company's person knows that the group leader that she organizes is what person , also knows her and the relation of manager. Have not saved.

" I will go to seek a work, have found to go again," big swallow thinks at heart. She does not want to see the look of that group leader really , does not think really that is so long time to have worked.

Her group goes up have Hunan fellow worker, hear big swallow to say that say after seeking the work of working overtime less for big swallow: She has fellow villager , goes to work in a computer factory with opposite road , seldom works overtime in the evening, normally, adding also add two and a half hours only , also seldom work overtime on Sunday, there are few persons. It is the same that all resemble the sister sister younger brother of elder brother together. But wages are not as high as here, just going in have only10Yuan money one day. Big swallow has heard , at heart is thinking , even wages are low, point also has no , has time only to read , have a happy time only trip. So, she day day when want to have the opportunity at heart that factory sees.

The 17 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: Computer factory applies for the job

Computer

In a Sunday of August, at last, body is ceased. Afghanistan flower lets big swallow to play. Big swallow says that does not go. She will go to seek work today, if Afghanistan flower is not believed , has not but also imposed her.

In the morning a big swallow person has sought in nearby place to seek , has no factory very important person. She dare not still go , she is very strange for this city. Rapid noon , she prepares to return dormitory. She has remembered suddenly that factory that fellow worker says , is so near, why do you do not go to try?

One of her person has arrived that factory. It is the building of 5 layers of one. She has gone to 3 floor, it is bared that the stairs of 3 floor have iron gate, but have no lock. She has pulled open iron gate gently, is wanting to see whether 3 floor has person, walk out of 40 from the inside of 3 floor year aunt " you seek who? " she asks.

" I want to seek work ,

" your a person " that aunt about look big swallow to

Is big swallow

" that you

That aunt has brought her into a office. Office in a 40 is few of year-old , should the person of rapid 50 years old when that reads newspaper. Aunt goes in have said some what with him with hometown words, have gone.

< xml:namespace prefix=st1 ns="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags"/>< personname w:st=on productid=閭ｄ綅>That< personname/>Mr looks , it is gentle, show pleasant smiles Appearance De. Point is also not serious. He has asked big swallow some conditions, for example where person , come to here how long , here, there is still what person have read how many books , when where working error. Big swallow has answered eleven times. Still say her for now when which work, do what, but time has grown too , is well tired. It is short that she wants to seek working hour, it can have time to see book , studies thing. Ask that afterwards, that person gives big swallow a paper, on paper, it is the keyboard table of a computer. His factory does computer keyboard. " take this one to return , see behind deeply, since tomorrow " he says. Big swallow is very happy. This one of the back for her letter value is pediatrics, see some times of may carry.

Big swallow returns dormitory , is behind this in the afternoon to show. Afghan returns from spending , know that she really seeks work , is very surprising. " you is good, others thinks that this work is unexpected, it is gone up that this however has the opportunity to rise. " " I have thought , so long as tomorrow, that factory wants me to go to work , I go , is that to go to work , do not want , I when this does. " big swallow says.

This year, we whether can celebrate the New Year home

Common saying says: In disaster arrives autumn is easy to be year, this does not value sun to pass. Real is day month such as shuttle, time similar arrow. Want to have already stood independently by oneself in surface with 10 some years have not celebrated the New Year home , in 10 few years.

Last night, call with grandmother. Grandmother passes the birthday of 60 years old very quickly. Want to celebrate the birthday back with her , and is unrealistic. Road is so distant, and daughter will also study at school. Do not return , seem to be again unreasonable. It is tired really.

I say that she still has two months to pass the matter of birthday. She says that is rarely me to always remember her birthday. Seem her also have no celebrate the birthday plan, do not know what plan her other children are. I have not also asked. Anyway, there is still two months. Arrive moreover.

" you this year celebrates

" do not know that have not still thought oh " I say.

" return to celebrate the New Year ,

" is good, I and your son consult. " I say. Yes, for 11 years, have not celebrated the New Year at home. Though this some years I because of the reason of having not worked , bring daughter every year to go home , but total not celebrate the New Year. Holiday that Chinese values , the Spring Festival, in all think of 1000 far away assemble to reunite together. Stint no effort money , do not be afraid of tiredness , do not fear to crowd , do not be afraid of traffic accident. Think only that" reunite ". Old man even more thinks in at the side - - reunion that children can assemble.

However mother , we also want

We when outside mix is not good , go home also can not view go home , it is not comfortable at heart. Piece together some that money for a year , celebrating the New Year to return time home have sunk. Though, say that money is external things, may after all we will live still, error life has left money do not be all right. , many persons are to reunite home, may result is permanent leave. "traffic accident", this dazzling two words are startling. Think of last year a fellow villager , celebrate the New Year home because of rushing , as a result, speed is too rapid , sharp turn, the person on vehicle whole askew have gone to one side, vehicle windowpane breakage is tied into the head of fellow villager, fellow villager on the spot desperately. If a pitiful colored similar month has no improper girl yet, has so gone. Think that is fearful. Though say that celebrate the New Year all are together happy, but amount is happy? Can only stay at home sometimes for two days will go , more is is away from worry.

I do not know us after all is what reason does not want to celebrate the New Year home. Perhaps, various reasons have. We do not want to pool at heart, is lively as this one reunites. We would rather ask for leave normally to return. Is not is we are too cold and ruthless.

It is celebrated the New Year home that sometimes, rail cars in port stands to send person. See that station huge crowds of people are the same, I fear that I do not want to celebrate the New Year home. I would rather when this is lonely to celebrate the New Year. Have also gotten married moreover, now, it is so lonely to seem to have had no. But thinking of old old man, it is to celebrate the New Year home to accompany them.

Old is public to have returned , I have

" want not you pass birthday home with mother, I can not go , daughter studies at school , can not take mistake. Mother does do not celebrate the birthday , they consult that you see pa mother home, so, they are at heart comfortable and some. " I say. It is always public to not make a sound. I clear old public most fear to take vehicle, also fear to go home , and I find that it is the same that he cannot depart from his work. But action is son will let still to do the heart of son.

" say that is also that you pass birthday specially home to mother. " I say. Person is hard to say sometimes very much to settle own feelings. Brother sisters are perhaps big, not together , perhaps, what seems always, is more the same than having lost what in childhood. Have got distance , have got insulation between person and person, seem not is very Shu Xin.

" arrive moreover , are you still early? It has

" yes, however you not when also may " I want

Do not know

In this year,

Nephew school sinks news

It is talked about that I am starting eclectricity with grandmother. " sting bell . . . . . ." mobile phone has sounded , one looks news is younger sister. " again have no good deed " my heart says. Taking electrification words put in right ear side , feed one, left ear returns when hear grandmother to say.

" sister, you will soon put up scholar to go , receive little writing to return " younger sister says very urgently. I at heart one Jing, " why? " I ask. Grandmother is still saying , and hears that I say , she affirms when is baffled. The method of sinking has to hang her telephone. Sorry , mother.

" the cable of his school drags work team lane to side

" oh " I length has made tone. I still worry is little writing has fallen ill. I am afraid of this time of younger sister very much cable words, at this time what will not be to seek me to chat is that seeking me handle affairs , and not allow me say ," not". Like this, I can say ," not"?

Now already 8 p.m. , original daughter prepares

That road has not been repaired yet, also do not know

I have gone to some of his dormitories , have so arrived very quickly. See that some teachers are defending order , some child is already crying , say why mother has not come yet. These when town the child that grows up is which to have met this kind of condition.

" you are good, I come

" it is good" her side

" oh, has my mother come? " the first

He comes out to have a look , is me , does

He when is preceding to go , pace very quickly. " your mother is in Shenzhen , just receive news, how can will soon so come , have not grown wing again. " I say. Daughter hears that I say that have smiled. " it is laughable that smile what has what " nephew does not say gladly. Daughter does not smile.

He lows head goes , very quickly. " take schoolbag to me " I say. It is not straight that his very little, heavy schoolbag presses the back. Look , is so real that do not have the heart. " not use " he says that does not give me schoolbag throughout. Checking door luckily put up vehicle , so, I am also not strong to take.

I understand that he surely loses at heart very much.

His feelings is very fragile, like to cry very much , do not resemble boy. Heart is very sensitive, have many matters to hide when at heart. Do not know really whether this is good or spoils. But in front of his mother, again cry easily , perhaps this also is spoilt by younger sister. It is pitiful that I also feel him to blame , after all, have only 10 years old. Adult for career, beautiful it is well-known, it is for him to make money , actually, he genuine want which is money. However, adult also has no method. Reality is so cruel.

Ai, hope only

Younger sister

Few days before my computer counts

Younger sister is very clever, the computer knowledge that she knows has self-taught her. She seeks work , others asks her can computer operation. She says meeting. Actually then, her will be a little to type , other whats will not. That factory also drives recently, the person in factory includes boss self also will not computer. This has given younger sister very good opportunity. She rushes duck on frame, now study to now use, have not understood unexpectedly very much after some months, any report form in factory may when computer goes out to drill to do. Boss knows very ever for her , processes capital at once to her. But because of son want study at school matter, younger sister has resigned that work still.

Younger sister again does computer by oneself in disorder at home. It is more and more shrewd, general computer horizontal person is not as good as her. And it is studied that she has not spent one unexpectedly to divide money , and former part, she dare still go to apply for the job a teacher position of computer training center. This training center also wants her. This center also drives recently, ghost knows , can study what in these training centers. After she again comes to sink to go. She has gone to Shenzhen, her gang old is public to have worked. This is good, she gets water as fish , her old public she, add wing as tiger.

Younger sister says that what matter will go through , just has experience. Can not be afraid of. The more fear that heart is the more empty, it does not be understood by oneself that others sees. If have a good platform to the development of younger sister, younger sister is a female able person really. It is far that I am away from her.

Bless your

The 19 of the course of job hunting of a sister of job hunting: It is a small word

It is

Big swallow belongs to to leave job voluntarily, wages have not been wanted , so Work Permit also does not have to deliver. So, may still play to former factory dormitory. From the 3th day of factory at noon, big swallow has no time to show aunt dormitory , seek table aunt, go just from a building toward 2 floor, a person who comes down from upstairs, day , is that name describes specially bright factory director, big swallow wants to retreat , may have no route of retreat, it is her that factory director has realized. " is it is a small word really " factory director also lives in the head in this house. " give me Work Permit " the what of factory director has not also said , says this sentence. Work Permit still hangs before chest, big swallow does not give. " give me Work Permit " factory director has again said that is a time of. Big swallow does not give still. " you let to have ensured safety never to me " factory director says. Have no method, big swallow does not be willing very much land have taken Work Permit. Big swallow may do not want to have ensured safety , so, many persons watch the scene of bustle. " want Work Permit to seek me in factory" factory director has gone , leaves a word.

Big swallow thinks ,but does not want Work Permit, will also say the reason of going by oneself and understanding with factory director, what avoids factory director to say self is not. Who knows what that ghost group leader has said self in front of factory director. So, big swallow seeks factory director in factory. Security does not let enter , rear dozen telephones give factory director, the assistant of factory director brings big swallow to go up. " you so go , factory director is angry very much, actually factory director likes quite you " on the road, the assistant of factory director says. Big swallow does not make a sound.

" big swallow lets me sad very much in you, I appreciate your ability very much , want to train you well, you . . . . . . " factory director has seen big swallow to say. " I have gone , so stimulate me , ghost letter " big swallow heart says. " you now when is which to do? " " in a electronic factory " big swallow has said carelessly that a electronic factory is well-known, however, it has its factory really , also has fame very much. " oh, you why do not make suddenly " " suit with group leader do not come , do not think to do. , it may see book if I want to have own time. " big swallow says. " suit with group leader do not come , I may still help you , want time to read , can only lean self , however, time is come to by extrusion. " factory says. " I also have no to say , go to work if you return , tomorrow morning comes I this takes Work Permit. " factory director again says.

Big swallow has gone.

Big swallow pa knows big swallow to so lose hundreds of first wages do not go , it is very sad. Because papa misses her in this very much, do some years well in, give home send money. When this does have to be good , it may still have an unimportant official post. However big swallow regard already decidedly, do not want to have looked back.

Thank you

October 28 morning

< xml:namespace prefix=st1 ns="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags"/>< chsdate year=2007 month=10 day=28 islunardate=False isrocdate=False w:st=on>10Month28Day< chsdate/>At 6 a.m., has daughter woken up ,27Day stops she has gathered fully 15 paste paper, in that day, she can go to park to play. From behind October golden week, I have ordered incentive system to her: Which day shows well, award one to paste paper , fair full 15 bring her to go to park play once, but can only play 3 projects - - one of the money of 5 Yuan. Because it is not so , she always makes a noise I tape she goes to park to play , one wants to play time. Now, it is good, she does not make a noise , sees only to paste paper , and for own behavior, also a little restrain , show much good. Also comply with this incentive system. Certainly, we also comply with , bring her fully with initiative. Hope that this kind of system can let daughter be happy with us.

Begining me pack , do not know that she has woken up , pay no attention to her. After having passed half hour, she has been unable to bear at last , calls me , wants me and her to play on bed. It is also good, side plays song and the poem on side performance English book. This is the homework of teacher arrangement. Have no method, her homework is also my homework. She wants me to perform once, she performs once , comes in turn. It is the level of one year luckily, my English is lacked again , is still may to meet pay. Say sentence true words, that song I sing to have no her is pleasing to the ear, I am the 5 persons with not whole sound, that movement I also have no her to do have to be good. Old public quilt we make a noise is to want to have spat out blood really, he Sunday wants to sleep lazy sleep.

We on bed crazy one hour, daughter returns Yi just as do not let , still make a noise to play other, do not let me get up. I may have no time. " Wa, today is as rain , can not go to have played " I hope that say very conscientiously besides window. Actually, it is cloudy, in the morning, fog is great. Daughter does not make a noise right off , pulls open curtain after runing to window side , has seen to see , then says , " will not, now, it is still early, the sun is covered only by cloud just " daughter likes to say very much " just " two words. I this recruits real spirit. It is gotten up that I take advantage of the time that she sees , have boiled some gruel. Fall has come , or having gruel, it is comfortable.

It is always

Daughter self takes telephone to good friend little Yu call to ask time , ask place to meet. Actually, our adult has arranged , she does not know. She and that little Yu knowledge already 4 years. Before, pass one year together , feelings is quite good. Now, again live in a sub-district. She than little Yu big 10 months. Because of the reason with good child, add again to live before together , and then add two male hosts to go to work in a company , so also go to comparison between adult near, relation is also good. Little Yu parents is not here , she follows grandfather milk. Two old mans have retired , it is male again when old father-in-law department goes to work , it is associate total position , is the friend of boss, it is pawned always that at that time when coming , boss thinks highly of him very much to his set. Present position is still associate and total, but boss has had no , so think highly of him at that time. Many persons are so , when needing others, may hold others for Heaven , not need , or role itches to it is not large, oust others to turn. Actually, the role of him to company is still quite big , is that boss can't see only. Ai, pull. No matter how, wages have so many may. They have retired wages and here and have wages, son daughter-in-law unit is also good , is so very well-to-do on economy, we can not with them than.

" old is public, is the money in your wallet many? Aunt says noon, is having meal outside , we buy sheet , can not want them to buy sheet again, is single every time for them to buy " I say. We pipe little Yu grandmother cries out aunt, pipe her grandfather cries out Li coach. Because before him, it is the coach of Hunan Physical Culture and Sports Commission.

" oh, yes, " old is

We have assembled , taking vehicle have

" Xiao Yang, etc. next noon we the hotel

" it is good, I buy sheet,

" not use waiting for until

Daughter they see to sell bubble gun , to buy , the money of 10 Yuan are a set of, a bottle of water a gun. It is a set of that the old public a person who gives them has bought , want when do not buy normally, but see Li coach draws out money, it is always public to draw out money hurriedly to pay. So long as them are happy, also worth.

Their two hits bubble on meadow, 7 Cai the bubble of soap bubble, fly big and smallly from muzzle , have broken in a flash , disappear to have no shadow. It is played that they smile happily, we look at on side. Side not from time to time adult and child process, adult looks at happily, child admire land stare at , do not move lately Kuai step, itch to self can also play is good.

" bubble has played? Have played

" ticket is

" you have bought? Day , movement real rapid " I say. Originally when we buy bubble gun, one of her person buies ticket first. They are so. So with them together we may use many money less, but it does not be settled still that we feel at heart always to owe everybody feelings.

One of their person

Until we go , when arriving , daughter has taken flying to rainbow to go up , with a girl is shouting. Little Yu is looking at outside. She dare not play the thing of these stimulates. Daughter is what does not know to be afraid of. I have also never said for her: She should not play which, but telling her no matter playing what, both hands must be grabed firmly.

Little Yu have playedBABRPlay. Daughter

" this oneBABYPlay " I attach when daughter ear

" we play roller coaster?

" not, I am afraid

" do not be afraid of , play together with older sister, older sister protects you " I say. Her very little time, she shows sister to bring her , have played once, give to scare and have arrived , have been afraid of afterwards.

" I embolden to you, I protect you " daughter says for

" she has played " her grandfather

Roller coaster has started. First circle , little Yu is very tense, both hands are grabed tightly, daughter emboldens as adult to her , speaks with her, she dare not also return. There are well a lot second circle.

Have come down , she is

" it is interesting, I

Her Ji-Li-Gu-La land

Then they go child paradise has played. Today, it is good, they have not played the whats such as those slides , have played only in sand pool to be full. In sand pool, many adults and children play together. Pile up sand pile , dig jumping pit, some child lies in sand, others piles up sand toward his the body. Some child plays very vigorously, fully first big sweat. Their two kids are not bad, movement quantity is not great.

Time has a real time quickly, pass in a

" today, we must buy

" your today vegetable point

" as " old is public

We have arrived hotel, choosing location to sit order dishes. Six of our persons have counted 5 vegetable a soups, general we when surface has meal press population to order dishes. Some good dishes rear old public buy sheet. Error a little while, it is public that boss gives old the money sought. " you buy sheet , are so rapid, Ai . . . . . . " little Yu grandfather says.

" etc. take off

" strange Xiao

" always eat the your , is not

We eat very happy. Do not know real situation